Monday, June 30, 2008

My dad is a huge asshole. Just a few seconds ago he tells me I have to pay his goddamn Sam's account. Oh, what's this? Someones who fucking procrastinates on his goddamn bill payments! When he was telling me about his goddamn Sam's account, he kept on saying that I had to pay on time and he kept on fucking repeating it and repeating it like it was so goddamn important because the due date is today. Did I mention he's an asshole?

I can't believe he can't fucking trust me. Everytime he tells me to pay a certain bill, I always come through with it, no ifs, ands, or buts. Insurance payment? He tells me the same exact shtick that I have to pay it NOW and all that bullshit. Bank payment? The same goddamn thing. My problem with him is that he keeps on repeating and repeating the same goddamn fucking bullshit over and fucking over. Can't he even trust me? I already have a 100% success rate so why the fuck not? Oh yeah, I forgot, he's a fucking asshole who doesn't trust anyone except himself. He doesn't even trust Wency and he's the favorite.

I still remember the time when I paid the insurance before my doctor's appointment and he still chewed me out because I wouldn't answer my fucking cell phone. Um, I paid the goddamn thing and he's still pissed at me?! What the fuck?!

And on top of that he's a lying sack of shit/hypocrite. Every time my mom is out of the house shopping or whatever, he's always pissed as hell. I fucking don't care if she's out of the house but my dad makes into such a goddamn fucking problem. I don't know why he makes it into such a goddamn problem. He then complains about how many bills he has to pay and how my brother and I do nothing in the house blah blah blah fucking blah fucking pussy blah. He should learn how to control his anger (I'm filled with anger, my fucking ass) and cool the fuck down. The hypocrite part is when he scolds my brother and I because "you guys have to learn to cook because when you're gone from this house you just can't buy McDonalds and Burger King all day!!!!! You have to learn to cook!!!!" Fucking bullshit I tell you!!! Fucking ignorant bullshit to make himself feel better. When my mom was in the hospital after her heart attack, what the fuck did he do? Did he fucking cook? FUCK NO. When my mom and I were in the Philippines, what did he do? Did he cook? HELL. THE FUCK. NO.

Sometimes I wonder why the fuck he wasn't the one who got the goddamned fucking heart attack.

This shit is pissing me off and I can't help it. When your father can't even trust you for no apparent fucking bullshit reason, you know something is fucked up in his head. Something is really, really, really FUCKED UP.