Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I decided to have a new template because I was getting tired of my old green one. I really want to change the font of this one but I don't know how. I just don't like this Trebuchet MS font too much.

Update: I went back to my old template because the new template was driving me nuts.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

That new Family Guy episode was effing hilarious!!

Lois: "I went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond to buy some new sheets."
Peter: "Don't ever go into that Beyond section." (Shows Peter going into the Beyond section which is space).

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Man, what my dad did to my Tita Tessie was harsh.

To be honest, I sometimes think my Tita Tessie can be annoying sometimes but what he did to her was depressing. My dad blamed her that my parents marriage was in trouble because of her. I thought it was the stupidest thing ever to be said. He said that she uses people too much and his family was never like that.

Uh. What?

What do you call my Tita Perla calling my Dad to skip work just to pick her up from the airport. What do you call my Tita Cely forcing my dad to bring her to the airport when her son is just there with a car?

Sometimes my dad can be a motherfucker but this is just over the line. After Tita Tessie left with a cab, my mom and dad fought because my dad wanted to use the car. Can you believe it? He's fighting with my mom just to use the goddamn fucking car?! How fucking stupid is that? It's not even stupid but just plain retarded. My dad is immature and a fuckhead at that. So Felice and Chrissie, I'm sorry what my dad did to your mom. I hope you guys don't see me as an asshole too just because of the fucked up things my dad said.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

I decided to bite the bullet and purchase all my mp3s again. Although there are a few that were in my hard drive that I ripped from my ex-gf's cds.

One song I recommend downloading is a Primitive Radio Gods song:
"Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth With Money in My Hand"

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Man, I'm procrastinating again.

I'm supposed to do a Primary Report for my script analysis but I'm just so fucking lazy. I did about half of it two weeks ago but its in the busted hard drive. I think I'll just wake up early tomorrow and do it then. It's easy. The past few papers I've been doing were borderline due and they've been all A's so far. But I gotta step up on this one.

I could never understand the song "Helena" by My Chemical Romance because of all the screaming the lead singer does. But the song is actually pretty sad....and has anyone noticed that the lead singer of Hot Hot Heat looks like a chick. And I noticed one other thing today, the Goth Kids on South Park exactly look like the synth-rock band The Bravery. Odd but funny.

"Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

I'm now typing on my own laptop. Not my dad's laptop or his supercomputer but my laptop. My hard drive came last night and I'm happy. I'm just sad that I might not get those mp3s anymore. I thing I miss the most is my music. I miss listening to the Used, Foo Fighters, or My Chemical Romance, or add a little of the Police in there as well. It was a shitload of music. I think I'll just rip my CDs again.

But I do love this hard drive. It runs really smoothly without any hiccups.

Right now, I'm listening to the Diorama album by Silverchair and I forgot how good it was.

It's more than good, it's pretty incredible.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

My hard drive must be taunting me. It went up. Twice. The first time it went to the Windows XP logon screen and just froze. The second time, it went all the way to the desktop. I was so excited that I went to get some CD-Rs to back up my mp3s. When I went back to my laptop, it froze again. I cursed my laptop. I wanted to smash it right there.

There's only one solution.

If I have to lose all my data, all my mp3s. I'll have to buy them all over again.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

I've recently been loving all of the promotional stuff on the new film Kingdom of Heaven. But now, this new trailer makes me NOT want to see the film. They remixed the Jonathan Elias "Hope" piece and turned it into garbage.

Want some proof?

Kingdom of Heaven shit trailer

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

On my dad's supercomputer right now, I plugged in my headphones and extracted a few tracks from a couple of CDs. All I can say is that they sound extremely "clean." I can't explain it. It has to be heard to be believed. Maybe it's because it's the 32-bit upconvert or the 44.1k-192k upsampling. All I can say is that it sounds too good to be true.

I am such a bad person.

I went to Fry's today to check how much their notebook hard drives were. This guy presented me ones from Seagate, Western Digital, and Fujitsu but he wanted me to buy the Seagate one. He said it was their best and kept on pushing me to buy it. It was 199.99 for 100 GB. He told me that it comes in retail or OEM. I asked the difference, he told me that the retail comes with a driver and a box. The OEM only comes in a static-free pouch. He kept on pushing me, pushing me, and pushing me to buy it. So I told him that "I'll go outside and talk to my brother about it in the car." I even told him "I'll be right back."

I never went back.

I immediately called Wency and there's no fucking difference between a retail or OEM. It's just the fucking box. Can you believe it, a hard drive that costs $40 more because of the stinking box? America, I tell you, we make money off of boxes!

I bought a Seagate 40 GB HD from newegg.com for $80. The one at Fry's (the one with the box!) costs $129.99. What a rip-off.

I just need my laptop to start up one more time. I think I'm gonna cry if I have to lose all those MP3s. 441 Mp3s. All paid for. All legitimate. There were even some free iTunes ones in there that I completely love: Unwritten Law, Kasabian, Tegan and Sara, that rare Jeff Buckley cut. It's going to be all gone if this goddamn laptop doesn't start up one more time.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

I really hate my laptop's hard drive.

I mean, I really REALLY hate it.

Currently, it just keeps on clicking and clicking. I don't know why it always happens to me on Sundays but I think this hard drive really hates me. I mean, it must despise me if it always screws up on a Sunday right?

I've got so many files on it: 441 mp3s, the most recent South Park episode, my assignments from the current semester, invaluable programs, addresses, and other stuff. And no, I don't have porn on it.

I prayed to God last night to fix it for me. Well, it looks like God is pissed at me too because the damn hard drive is still clicking it's damn ass off.

I want to replace it but then you have to remove the holder. And every philips screwdriver I have tried using can't even remove the screws from the holder. Damn Compaq, now I know why this laptop was so cheap.

I even have a presentation paper on the hard drive and it's due tomorrow. I want to fricking get this hard drive working so I can just print it out and that's the end of it.

Sahara was a fun ride despite it's really stupid plot (a U.S. civil war boat ends up in Africa?). AMC theatres really plays too many commercials before the trailers, yes, the trailers. They play like 7 commercials before the trailers. I like the trailers though. It's sometimes the best part of the movie.

Again, my laptop's hard drive is dead. I don't know why it does this. It always fucks up on me when I need it the most.

Friday, April 08, 2005


Good. Good.

Anyone see the recent South Park? That was effing hilarious.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Fuck.

I shouldn't procrastinate anymore.

At least I finished my shit, being a study guide for Biology and a paper for Aesthetics of Cinema.

The biology midterm exam was easy as hell. Well, it was for me. All these people finished the test in 2 hours. It only took me 30 minutes because it was mostly multiple choice. I think a lot of people didn't study at all. This girl was trying to copy my paper because she kept on looking at me. I know she's not into me because my psoriasis was flaring up today and I look like a fucking freak.

After biology, this bum kept on following me around. He kept on talking to me about why I looked so angry. The thing was, the sun was in my eyes and the psoriasis on my head made me look angry. The fucker wouldn't leave me and began talking to me for 15 minutes. This fucker wouldn't even shut the fuck up. What an asshole. And what do you know, the bum was black. I don't know why but I don't see white bums on the street. They're always black. Maybe it's because they fucked up in life and all that other shit. And I gave him $1 to get away from me. Son of a bitch, now I won't get to buy some pop.

My psoriasis has been treating me like a bitch today. When I woke up at 6:30 my face was hurting like hell. I don't know why my face hasn't been cooperating with the medication I'm taking for psoriasis. It's like it's getting more resistant to it.

I was planning on leaving the house this morning at 9 or 10, copy this sheet of paper, grab some other stuff and pick up Tita Ellen at her house for a doctor's appointment. The thing is, I HAD TO LEAVE at 8. My dad was at home. I kept on thinking to myself, "Why the fuck is he home?" "Why the hell is he always here when I'm here?" The reason? Because he was going to buy a laptop for my Tito Ogie. What a dumbass reason. And here's another thing that's pissing me off.

My dad bought a new monitor for the "super" computer yesterday. It's LCD and I hate it. I love the CRT because of it's clarity. Okay, we set it up and he didn't even fucking need me. It's so light that he just did everything by himself. I just stayed in the room because he told me not to leave because he might need help. We did this for three fucking hours yesterday and it wasted so much of my goddamn time. The problem was, the LCD monitor didn't even effin' work so he kept on replacing the monitors. Now, he wants me to go home Friday so we can install the new LCD monitor if he gets a new one. Here's the thing people, and this is the thing he doesn't get.....why the hell does he need me? Just to watch? Probably. But I don't fucking care about that computer. The only thing that that computer has for me is a good dvd player. Sometimes my dad just complicates things for himself. He makes things harder than it actually is.

Earlier today, I finished my Aesthetics of Cinema shot analysis paper. I got pissed at myself because it only took me 15 minutes to write and proofread. I shouldn't procrastinate when shit is as easy as this.

Now for the coup de grace....
I don't when my brother is coming home but I really need some help with a movie I'm trying to make for Biology. The presentation has to be related to your major (mine's film) and so I need to make a film. The project is due May 16th and I don't know when my brother is coming back. So in other words....I'm fucked. Sure, Jorge and I can do it but I need another person to be in my biology film. Once again, I'm fucked.

One last note, congrats to Felice for graduating. It looks like you're an adult now and summer vacations is going to be a thing of the past.

If there are some spelling errors in this post, screw it. I'm at Columbia's internet base and I don't have time to proofread.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Okay, I didn't buy Beck's new album. I downloaded it on allofmp3.com. I was surprised it was already there and downloaded it right away. Holy shit, this album is fucking amazing. My favorite songs on the album have to be: "E-Pro", "Girl", and "Hell Yes". I can't recommend this album enough. "Girl" has to have some of the scariest lyrics ever to be put to some really great jolly instrumental music.

Beck
"Girl"

I saw her, yeah I saw her with her black tongue tied
Round the roses
Fist pounding on a vending machine
Toy diamond ring stuck on her finger
With a noose she can hang from the sun
And put it out with her cheap sunglasses
Walking crooked down the beach
She spits on the sand where their bones are bleaching
And I know I'm gonna steal her eye
She doesn't even know what's wrong
And I know I'm gonna make her die
Take her where her soul belongs
And I know I'm gonna steal her eye
Nothing that I wouldn't try

My..... girl
My..... girl

I saw her, yeah I saw her with her hands tied back
And her rags were burning
Crawling out from a landfilled life
Scrawlin her name upon the ceiling
Throw a coin in a fountain of dust
White noise, her ears are ringing
Got a ticket for a midnight hanging
Throw a bullet from a freight train leaving
And I know I'm gonna steal her eye
She doesn't even know what's wrong
And I know I'm gonna make her die
Take her where her soul belongs
And I know I'm gonna steal her eye
Nothing that I would not try

My..... girl

Friday, April 01, 2005

Sin City
Director: Robert Rodriguez and Frank Miller
Starring: Mickey Rourke, Bruce Willis, Jaime King, Carla Gugino, Brittany Murphy, Clive Owen, Elijah Wood, Rutger Hauer, Powers Boothe, Nick Stahl, Jessica Alba, Rosario Dawson, Devon Aoki, Michael Madsen, Michael Clarke Duncan, Benicio Del Toro, Josh Hartnett, and Alexis Bledel.

HOLY. FUCK. This movie was awesome. No words can describe this film.

Grade: A+

What a great song.

Jimmy Eat World
"23"

I felt for sure last night
At once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Stop it...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here and now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here and now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here and now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...

Yesterday was my mom's birthday. I didn't want to celebrate it at all saying that she's too old so we just ordered at Tong Tiki's. To be honest, I'm getting tired of Tong Tiki's. I'm getting tired of their fried rice, mongolian beef, and pancit. It's all my dad ever orders. I wanted some chicken but I shouldn't complain.

Right now, the piercing sound of my ceiling fan whirring is annoying the fuck outta me. I don't know why it does that but I can't sleep until it stops.

I think that making a totally brand new film is great but my brother and I just have one problem. We just don't have the time, ideas, or energy to make a new film. On the other hand, to remake "I Against I" would be great. To make it much more serious and to remove all stupid mistakes from earlier would also be pretty good. We already have a script for the remake and we already have an idea so remaking "I Against I" is the only thing we have now. On the flip side, I think re-editing the first version of "I Against I" would be just a waste of time. First off, most of the footage shot was crap. I still laugh and shudder at the fight sequence at the end of the movie.

The Pope is knocking on death's door as we speak so give him your prayers. I don't think we'll have a Pope like that anymore so we gotta savor the flavor.

Later today is the release of Frank Miller's Sin City and I'm pretty amped about it. Watching it in a digitally projected theatre (where it's meant to be seen) is getting me pretty hyped. I just hope the movie lives up to the standards everyone's been saying. My favorite critic, Roger Ebert, just gave the film four stars but he's been pretty generous as of late.

Wency gave me some South Park episodes earlier today and they were just hilarious. They make these episodes so fast they even had a response episode of the Terri Schiavo crisis. It involved a PSP, Kenny, Satan, a marker smelling angel, Keanu Reeves, and God. What was even funnier was the episode the week before. A Chinese woman named Wing wants to try out on American Idol but fails to sing so her "agents" sign her up to the Contender thinking it's the same thing as AI. The funniest thing in the episode is when she's getting the shit knocked outta her while she sings ABBA's "Fernando." I don't know what Trey and Matt will think of next.

I also downloaded and legally bought 41 MP3s from the 1996-1998 era. I still remember when my cousin Felice would repeatedly play CDs from Spice Girls and Alanis Morisette. It drove my brother and I nuts. My brother hated it so much that he wrote it in his journal for 8th grade Social Studies. She would blast the sound all the way up.

Reminds me of the great summers of 1996-1998. They bring back great memories. Whatever happened to the Mighty Mighty Bosstones? White Town? Better Than Ezra? Collective Soul? Bush? Everything But the Girl? Jamiroquai? Joan Osborne? Mark Morrison? OMC? Primitive Radio Gods? Semisonic? Shawn Mullins? Soul Asylum? Tal Bachman?

These songs make me regret all the crap that my brother and I did to Felice.
Things that we did:
- We read her journal and drew in it a huge eye and wrote "We are watching you!"
- Wency bodyslamming her and calling her a bitch in the summer of '96. I still remember that my dad was home that day.
- Wency and Felice fighting. Fighting. And more fighting.
- My friend Sam and I putting toothpaste on Felice's face while she slept on the couch. The toothpaste stain is still on the couch to this day.
- Robert using a telephone trick to make the telephone ring and give it to Felice saying that it was Megan.
- I remember throwing a huge fucking snow boulder on Felice during one Winter. I still remember seeing her on the ground, just crying her eyes out, and then looking at me with this vicious gaze that would make anyone shit their pants.
- Remembering Felice watching the Top 10 on VH-1 and telling Felice that I wanted to watch tv. I literally screamed my lungs out at her and she began to cry. After Felice left, she ran to her room and I couldn't find anything to watch so I just turned off the tv.

I feel bad for all those things to Felice. We were just stupid and young? Or did we really hate each other's guts back then? Looking at her pictures on Friendster, I think Felice never grew up but the world around her did. She's just the same old Felice, just more mature and graduated. I can't believe that she's already graduated. I still got 3 more years of this school shit. But to be honest, my classes are effing interesting as hell. What other class would make you read the script for Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind as the assignment? As for the Spice Girls and Alanis music, I now have the Jagged Little Pill album and some Spice Girls songs in my playlist just for the nostaglia. When I listen to these songs, it just takes me back to those times where Felice would blast them in the background. Good times.

I also remember stuff when Wency had someone who had a crush on him. I still remember that her name was Cheryl. She even gave him a love letter during 6th grade. All of Cheryl's girlfriends called Wency to say that Cheryl liked him. When Wency told Cheryl that he didn't like her, she took it seriously. She even tried committing suicide. You see ladies, Wency was the man back then! He was so hot he made a girl attempt suicide! I doubt Wency would not say no anymore. He needs a girl. Bad. Real bad. He needs it so bad right now that his computer and PS2 are beginning to be the threesome for him. All he needs are McChickens, Quiznos subs, and some games and he's done for life! We cannot have that type of Wency! We must have the ladies man Wency back! Ladies, give him a call! His number is (630) 290-2853.

On a final note, I watched Oldboy again earlier tonight and what a masterstroke of genius that film is. If you haven't seen it yet, I recommend it highly.

Wow. That was a long post.